Malice’s Wonderland | 2014
dedicated to Jean Assy
*This poem was published in The Voices Project in 2014
Because you can’t keep everything,
only some things
you choose to keep.
Shoplifting includes other goods-
undamaged,
untouched,
pristine;
thoughts of coins
clandestinely diving
sequentially;
capitalist pebbles
drippity-droppingly
free falling at zero gravity
into the cashier’s hand-
as barters, unions, and markets
merge with spendings, earnings, and other
cyclicalities that render the
nature of this arrangement
possible;
a comradery-
fatal commitment
to non-commitment
wearing down the
contract
predecessors once trodded upon
years ago, on that yellow brick road.
I begin pondering how I have never once loved
because I could,
but only because I could not,
and grab our conspiratorial eggplants,
marxist mangos,
imperial broccolis,
and sympathetically, soft, small, supple grapes,
then proceed to walk out of the produce store.
You won’t ask me to.