Barters | 2014
dedicated to Jean Assy
I would trade
all of the pillows
in the world
for the little wrinkles
the side of your shirt makes
as I softly
nestle my head
between your waist
and the top of your right thigh.
I would give back
the dozens of roses
I have ever received
over the years
in exchange for that
single red rose
you gave me
the day you were certain
I was going to be yours.
I would read more about
tangible world affairs
and regional politics
and less about self-sustained,
surreal philosophies
if that should please
and tickle your intellect more
during our everyday conversations.
And rest assure,
my dearest lover,
that I most resolutely
would prefer decades
of uncertainty
with you,
over a lifetime
of certainty
with anyone else
no matter how
stable, luxurious, or secure.
And if we should stay,
know that I will love you,
undeniably,
with every vein of my heart.
And if we should part,
know that I will still love you,
even more undyingly,
with my words and my verses,
my ink and my blood,
my thoughts and my fingers,
most obsessively and compulsively
in every poem
I shall write, henceforth.